An explosive examination of grief, mental illness, and the devastating consequences of refusing to let go of the past.

Griffin has lost his first love in a drowning accident. Theo was his best friend, his ex-boyfriend and the one he believed he would end up with. 

Now, reeling from grief and worsening OCD, Griffin turns to an unexpected person for help. Theo's new boyfriend. But as their relationship becomes increasingly complicated, dangerous truths begin to surface. 

Griffin must make a choice: confront the past, or miss out on the future... 

Product Information:
• ISBN: 9781471146183
• Author: Adam Silvera
• Publisher: Simon & Schuster Children's UK
• Format: Paperback
• Pages: 304
• Dimensions: 19.8 x 13 x 1.82 cm